User blog:SeaCrane 1/Random...idk.

Well, it's official. This soldier is off on his own again.

My girlfriend and I broke up last night...

I don't really know why I'm writing this, to be honest. Maybe as an outlet. Maybe as a way of expressing myself. Who knows.

At any rate, we decided that we'd stay close friends. Best friends, in fact. She said nobody knows her as well as I do, and I think I can safely say the same for her knowing me.

Still, there's a void... I had hopes for this one. I mean, we'd lasted for over fourteen months. I was also hoping the break-up wouldn't happen now, of all times. I mean, hell, my birthday was three days ago. Then again, she did forget it was my birthday until I mentioned something about it...

The doubt is probably the worst part. Doubting whether or not I'll find someone who makes me feel the same way, whether I'll ever be okay just being friends. Doubting whether or not she ever really loved me.

I suppose only time will tell.

That's all for now.

Signing off, Connor (SeaCrane1)