Thread:MVP EdwardJ/@comment-5824819-20131010214424/@comment-10824773-20131017002548

I'll be extremely honest here.

Your life doesn't sound as different as mine, except for the fact that I saved up for a computer and laptop through the years and months of small, miniscule allowances.

Me and my family have pulled through; how? Because we tried.

If you try and fail and don't try again, you have a 0% chance rate of succeeding. If you try and fail and try again, you have an actual chance of succeeding.

My family and I made less than the usual family-of-three's pay. Now we're at the average level, and are still working hard to push ourselves up.

I had an addiction to CA, CSS, CF and BFBC2 like you do with CA. I couldn't go a day without playing.

Then the computer was sold for cash, and I couldn't play for two years. Those two years, I tried for small jobs and I tried to research things at public computers to help gain access to a higher level of life. Look where I am now; I have things.

I still have depressing thoughts about my life situation right now. I also feel that noone cares sometimes and my parents don't really help in many situations. What you need to understand is that your mom is there to support you no matter what. You may not have something, but if you try and make your life better, your life will end up much easier to live.

Life is precious. It's a one time opportunity, unless you decide to waste it through suicide. Don't do it. I said it on the blog too. DON'T. Pull through. You can do it.

That's my speech.

P.S: avoid blogging about your life on this wiki. It doesn't help to vent. When you come back to the wiki to comment again, you'll be reminded of it and be depressed even more.