User blog comment:ILYx3/Do I Freaking Deserve This?/@comment-3041868-20111026233709/@comment-3041868-20111027012038

Heh, I kinda know how you feel, if that helps.

So in your mind you've added to this "wall" between you and him with the "barbed wire" of your own paranoia and fear. You need to get passed that.

Did you ask him if he's mad at you?