User blog comment:3DG-1337/Where I Come From/@comment-10824773-20131009170836

I love this game. Seriously. I spend dollars upon dollars on this game.

I haven't lost the drive to play this game despite all the constant criticism from others who say that Nexon is appealing to noobs lately (perm R-1187P, Max's R870, give-away SOPMODS, etc)

I can say with 400% certainty that I am addicted to the game. HOWEVER, I don't hate Nexon for having events. They do what they want. It's entirely my fault for missing out on things like this, and I feel like you're blaming Nexon and their scheduling. Of course, I could be terribly wrong on my assumption, and if I am, I'm sorry.

The problem is, when I can't play it, I'm not furious when events go by. They'll come back. They always do.

I "hated" myself for missing the perm M4A1 CQBR sale a few days ago, but I don't care anymore. I realized that Nexon tries to appeal to everybody and not just me. I'm not the center of the FPS universe.

Try getting your mind off the game. Pick up an English textbook.